Well...I made it all the way up to week 11 of my pregnancy before I had an emotional breakdown..
some would say that's doin' pretty good :)
Actually, I made it almost through the entire weekend feelin' good...Sunday was my breaking point.
I didn't make it to church, didn't make it to lunch with the family, didn't make it to the grocery store either.
I just needed to be left alone...is this normal??
So, I went shopping & to the movies...yes, by myself! & it was great :) I would normally not do this alone, but for some reason, it didn't bother me one bit to sit by myself in the theater :) It's a good thing I picked a funny movie because I don't think I could make it through a sad one...heck, I couldn't even make it home without crying when some sad song came on the radio! I do not like being this way...I am NOT a crier & do NOT like to cry in front of people! I didn't even want other drivers to see my red eyes, so I wore my sunglasses home, in the rain!
I am told this will only get worse in time, so I guess I should just get over it & start packin' the Puffs in my purse! Please pray for me & my sanity as well as Matt & his safety...I thought I just may kill him at one point this weekend...Lord help us all!!
On a much sweeter note, we did have a wonderful Friday evening! Matt & I babysat John & Ella so Seth & Traci could have a rare date night :) These babies are so precious & WELL MANNERED!! Can I just say how awesome it is to still see children like this?? I mean, when it was bedtime Matt & I said, "it's bedtime"...& John did not even hesitate..the child just walked upstairs & got in his lil' bed!! The only time he got up was to find his new wallet he had dropped between his bed & the wall :) "I lost my money" were his exact words...that tickled me! & Ella only woke up because she lost her paci mid-sleep. See, this is the kind of example I want to set for my child(ren)...have a bedtime & STICK WITH IT!!! Let me just leave it at that :) Seth & Traci...please keep doin' what you're doin'!...& take notes! I'll be needin' some tips in the near future :)
Here's a few pics from our weekend..
sweet Ella! ♥
John enjoyed Matt..& vice versa :)
I enjoyed watching them...it confirmed even more how great a Daddy Matt will be!
Our first baby gift!!!
Thanks so much Seth & Traci for this AWESOME camcorder!!
We cannot wait to play with it & soon have videos of our lil' punkin to share! ♥
BIG thanks to The Fisher's for lending us some awesome baby toys/seats/etc!!
I know it will all be used ALOT & we'll be sure to take good care of it so y'all can reuse it one more time...or two!...depending on God's sense of humor :)
Baby books!! Thank Traci for lending me these..I've already gotten halfway through "The Girlfriends" book & it is hilarious!! My favorite advice so far would have to be..DO NOT CUT YOUR HAIR OFF WHEN YOU ARE PREGNANT! That sounds JUST LIKE something I would do :)
workin' on my "signs" for my every other week belly pics!
been meaning to get this up for quite some time...I love it!
our most recent ultrasound! you can already see "her" little arms, legs & nose!!
I love the side profile pics!
I'm so ready to find out whether we're having a boy or girl!! Matt & I think its a girl, but everyone else says a boy!! Either way, I'll be tickled "pink!"
Hope everyone has a wonderful week & please continue to keep us in your prayers!!